Ah, I’m seriously freaking out on whether or not I will get a job. Who knew that the economy would suck so bad?

Why did I screw up this summer so badly? I don’t think I’ve ever had that much friendss or stuff to do so I went totally crazy. Totally neglected work and thought I could treat it the same as my schoolwork, doing the bare minimium. Except this was way worse. Shit.

And now I have to deal with getting a job. So far, I think its going to quickly become obvious that I won’t be hired by top banking (ha!) or consulting firms. Shit, I have no idea what to do. The longer time goes by, the longer I am convinced I would’ve loved to stay at Ms.