Fetish
Girls on the Dancefloor

Saul’s on Shattuck has great potato pancakes or latkes. Here’s a simple recipe to make your own. I like to eat mine with applesauce.
so i’m not a good blogger. i’m paranoid about putting up too much personal info. today is the first day i really looked through this thing and I realized I used to write so much. and even though I never mentioned names and the like, its pretty easy to extract personal/bio info about me.
so in an effort to share more, here goes:
bored at hoome, so bored, waiting for august but tat the same time dreading going off to start real life. so much actual responsible stuff to do but instead i go out all the time.
need to stop being so weird and doning weird stuff and saying the word “so” so many times. haha, i can’t stop
damn, i love beauty blogs, here are some i follow:
ha, they’re all asian cuz guess what i’m asian!!
read wintergirls by laurie halse anderson. i think being at home has really messed up my sense of my appetite. i eat like a mouse and then binge in the wee morning hours. fuck, i feel so happy to be at 90lb. wtf huh? last summer i was like 100lb and then like 95ish in school. but i’m not reallly there yet cuz that’s only in the morning before food. plz, haters to the left i don’t want any lectures.
tonight should be fun since free booze is always good. sometimes, i write stuff and i just allude to it since i don’t want to be so open but later on i read and i forget what i’m alluding to! ha! to jog my memory: lounge and a friend i haven’t seen since january.
also, i got asked to be sort of a backup bridesmaid, lol. very touched, is it good manners then when i get married to reciporicate…? wonders. but damn it, i love weddings! a softie romantic at heart.
blogging is nice especially when i don’t have an audience. i just write all free with misspellings and such.
here’s a pic cuz i don’t like all text but sometimes update mobily so hard to add media:

when’s the best time to weight yourself? damn, 90lbs in the morning
ETA: ok, so its more important to be consistent such as clothing, time of day, and scale. i agree with in the morning after toilet since it is the lowest number
Eating and chatting. Going to the lib and looking thru wedding mags. Scene it and a long overdue talk.
Good good but sometimes still can’t sleep. Miss my sis and July is speeding by. I want something which might be kinda bad.
A new day has come and I’m still lost. I’m looking for something real (I think) but so much time has passed and nothing has changed. I feel like life is moving by me so fast, I want something I hve always known. If all of this goes away, would I even be the same?
Insomnia and I think you have it too. I wish I could fix your pain and worries. They seem to reflect and amplify mine.
I want someone to dream about. I miss feeling strongly, with depth. Was it a false closeness? An intimacy born of the trip and not the travelers? Too many emotions in too short a period. I want something real, someone who knows me and wants to know all my stories.

I want to take the time to pimp out one of my favorite shows: Dollhouse!!
Im a huge Whedon fan so I was so glad when he came back to tv. The premise is exciting but its the twists and turns that keep me glued to the screen.
The show can be seen for free on hulu so there’s no excuse!!
I love her so much. Her new album Fantasy Ride is set to release May 5th! She is so talented, hardworking and down to earth. Check out this webisode where Ciara takes fans through a week in preparation for the album release – working out, rehearsing, singing acapella, and taking us through her old hangouts.
Official sites to visit: sincerelyciara.com, myspace.com/ciara, ciaraworld.com, twitter.com/princesssuperc
Some of my fave songs:
Love Sex Magic
Never Ever
Like a Boy
Promise
(Goodbye) My Dear – T.I. ft. Ciara (Unreleased track from T.I. vs T.I.P.)
Taking Back My Love – Enrique Iglesias ft. Ciara
Oldies but Goodies
Goodies
1, 2 Step
Honorable Mention: Can’t Leave Em Alone, Get Up